not feeling sleepy....

I have completed my second novel ...:) not feeling sleepy ...its already 2 o'clock.....may be pokhi will be waking up in manila....:) its nice when you sleep someother person in the world rises ...something is always hapening..and what if you dnt want to sleep(nt big deal someother person doesnt want to wake up ).....anyways i was asked by pokhi to write something so i thought of dropping by...i haven't written anything for so long and its really bad for a person who luvs writing...now a days i read a lot ...i read ppl's blog and i have become constant companion of few blogs....
sometimes i really want to express myself and then i think this is so public...but as no one visits me so its safe...so i will write .....but not now someother day.......

Some relief

Now i have some relief......i am not working this weekend....oh i donated my money to others :(...no issues ...i will recover and make new plans.....ok i need to make new bcoz i don't remember my old ones....i am missing pokhi too but he cums online n chat ....its very expensive to call abroad.....:(
why don't they drop the international charges also ......anyways he is jus there for another 2 months and i don't have to worry so much ......

i feel so free bcoz its friday ...i luv this evening bcoz tomorrow is saturday .. now i have to start my own shopping.....why on earth i didn't buy few formals when i went out with pokhi ..now i have to take an auto in this hot summer and then go for shopping.....but i have to do it.....

i was busy buying top for me......leave it ...apart from it i have to go to bank ....i hate my bank Stand C ....it doesn't provide a good service ...i will surely move to ABN AMRO ........anyways ...i have to prepare a TO DO list.....aslo recover fully......and wat else......oh my god ..i m developing a craving for chocolates.....no dear i have to reduce a lot and i can't eat anything.........that is not recommended ......hey but i was bimaar for last 4 days...i should be allowed...ok but not more than one...even i feel having chat....oh god had pokhi been here i would have asked him now to take me to such places.....i can't afford to walk so far......oh wat a poor girl i am ...

My desire.......

I have few desires....hey dnt get confused with those lusty desires....i desire many a things but i have never worn tank tops....bcoz of my pounch ....it never allows me drape me in my desirable clothing.....its nt dat i m fat ...its dat i have a pounch that refuses to go ....but dear i m a tough girl ...i won't stumble....i will tuck you inside and wear all my desirable attire....so i fix a date...ok by October.....i have plans to execute but i wont reveal until my secret mantra is successful

i wonder

I feel big don't get confused with mature ,its nt weight also ....big means i feel i m 25 ..have passed the silver jubilee of my life and there are many interest of mine that are not still experienced....I spend 9hrs of my day in office, thinking abt my company ,its goal ,its income and I get a salary to make a living.....ok for an IT professional salary is good in this country but my heart weeps for few of the desires, which are still not touched......i want to do things again ......little things but have my heart on them ..... as the time passes by i wonder when am i going to do it.....its not only my job that is refraining me but my HABITS.......

Contribution...

I have bought a digi cam ...SONY CYBER SHOT...now i will put few pics in my blog also....today we had a healthy discussion abt lot of general issues ...IIM fees hike,our contribution to society(what are the different ways we can help others)..many ideas came up ....blood donation, funding orphanage, visiting old home care ...and then we discussed abt how to help an accident victims....it will be great if from these things we make even .000001% contribution to society....:) all i want is there should be smiles everywhere.....:)

Books...

I have read a lot in last few months......now my hands are on The Kite Runner....have heard a lot abt it ...hope it turns out to be good.....my last book was MARLEY and ME ...for all dog lovers....i was literally crying in the end......