Fog

I hate this during winter times ,its so foggy ..everywhere there is fog .I feel this is smog . It drives everyone crazy. It's so cold and you have to be extra caeful when you drive. I keep watching out of my cab window and become overcautious when our drive speeds up .

I wish to see sunlight soon so let me go to my hills . Atleast i will find some snow there with no fog.
Its very hard to survive in such conditions. I really feel sad when I think how my parents live there and really wonder how I lived there all my childhood.

Anyways , I wish to go to home soon and I am really happy that I am getting married and going have a good inlaws and can travel frequently to my place. And I know this new year I will soon join a good PG college and will again be a student.

To remain healthy is quite tough

Hey not for most of the people but for the people like me . I am constantly ill . This year I was tired,lacking energy and in pains. What a contrast , I used to be a healthy athletic girl going for basketball practice at 5:30 .Waking others at the same time for jogs and walks .

No ,this cooperate life has not taken a toll over me. Its my laziness and its my lack of will.

I feel so bad at times when I remember that I suffer from procrastination .I think I need a right realization which is here only. I need to work hard and think about my goal .

Merry Xmas

Hey its Christmas time ....a festive season you feel so good abt everything. You are in a good mood.
Yummy cakes around the corner and new year to look ahead.

Heartbreaks...

My results have started coming . And it is a heartbreak time....

Lost Posts...

I again lost my posts ,this is the third time that it has happened. And it was all my mistake.
I will be careful from next time. Today my motu has a presentation and thats a competition and thats matters because prizes are laptop and ipods .
And I asked him to win a lappiiee because soon I will be resigning from my job and for my PG I would require a laptop . I have to separate from this company's laptop which I always hate when i carry it home but I dont take into consideration all good it brings to me.
There are so many songs. In evening when I go home i switch on this lappie and dance on the tune.
My whole word list and formulae was there. And net , all the net I do form home . All expenses are of company .

However I was feeling some low from the last few days . Still the situation is the same . But now I will be strictly be following all the necessary and the desirable things and yes i will strictly follow.
I dont make excuses because all the times I admit its my mistake but now things should move one step ahead.

I have learned a lot during my offical years and have seen that things should be addressed in specific way and should move ahead . It means we should grow in a process .

So, I am ready to improve and will categories the areas for which really need improvement .
Yes , now more hard work is required and I am ready for this .

Things moving so frequently

Yesterday we want to the marriage of my school friend .
There were other few childhood friends who also came . It was fun ,yes it was. Ritu and I were the early birds shivering in cold. We passed out times on snacks. We were actually waiting for soup and the waiter with colddrink kept on coming. Anyways , we had to wait for an hour for soup and corn .
The soup was not worth but corns were. Still there was so much to eat that we didint have corns again .

There were many sweetdish . As now I am looking for the caterer for my marriage, I know how much per plate cost would be . The arrangement was good and we had a good time .
And yes there I met up with ex. I would nt write "my-ex".The talks were usual and the best part is that I didnt once think of the previous moments and to say it cleary I dnt remember any previous moments. Yes ,if I dig hard I will remember that.

Its not that I now want to potray that so goddiee goddiee abt P. Its just that I didnt see myself imaging not a single time of any past events. And all those who think I am telling a lie (waise nobody reads my blog)..I am not .

And you know what I wore for the party my 3 years old worn jeans and my coat which only I think is good (my friends think it needs a drycleaning) and my boots.
Yes boots were the possession that was going to change my all look and infact they did . They made me look smart. Infact I am cute and sometimes categories as beautiful but there was no smartness like thing attached with me . And infact I never tried hard on my looks. I never care what I am wearing as long as I dnt receive a blunt reposne abt my dressing sense from my friends. Ohterwise , I love to dress smartly rather than beautifully . Love to get complements when ppl call me smart. I believe cute and beautiful is what is God given . One should thank your ancestors and your parents rahter than flying high in the clouds but I appreciate SMART girls.Yesterday I was watching a song from the movie garam masala and there was a dark girl ,short hair in white dress (in a song) and god she was looking smart . Had she been living the way I am no one wud have noticed.( I dnt claim that I enjoy things even when I dnt care for myself). So, its there in my mind that I will definetly put an extra effort for my SMARTNESS TAG.