Little progress

I am really scared now. There is no one particular reason but my PG. I am dead sure to give my exam this year as I want to start and complete my MBA soon .

Meanwhile extending the date has given me a relief, however I should be motivated. I do something wrong or could not make it will be very difficult for me to accept.

However I am keeping myself optimistic and hope that I learn new things, correct my mistakes and introspect myself during this period.

I will everyday make a plan for myself that will guide me how to move ahead. Also I have few more things :

a)I will try to wake up early 5:30 and try to do little YOGA and meditation .

b)Daily writing the Analysis of Issue and Analysis of an Argument .

c)Make a study schedule for yourself .

d)Read Business news, editorial daily and also note down some important points.

I have to keep introspect and keep checking whether such schedule is really useful or if I can change the some aspect of it .

What makes you achieve your goal ....

A) Positive attitude .
B) Hard work .

Little update

I am still scoring low . Now I have decided to take the whole test and evaluate my weak points. But I have to take this test really seriously . So ,before I do anything I will prepare a ginger tea for myself and then I will solve the questions again .

All I need to do is to concentrate little harder and check the speed also .

I will update my performance in the evening .

I write ...

I think I should update my blog regularly .If I make a certain plan , i should write that in blog. In this way I will keep myself motivated.

Sometimes I feel very embarrassing to share my dreams . I always think if someone from my office reads it then what .

And also, I feel i don’t write to0 good. My topics and language are simple and plain .You know what i always think ,that once I will be free (which i wont) , i will make my blog good .

This is what I always feel and please see how stupid thinking it is :

a) When i will go for a break from this job i.e for my higher studies (which I am nt sure of),I will daily write in blog.

How can I know that I will have enough free time than also.

b) I write so simple and I don’t have good topics.

If I am not going to attempt how can I see how capable I am .Even if I am not , then practice makes everyone perfect and so I will improve.

So , will I ever dare to write freely and write my goals here.

To tell the truth , i am still shy . However I will write about my PG exams preparation.

I have 4+ years of work ex and since last three years, i wanted to go for an MBA.

However I never scored good for any good college ( I really want to study in some good college.)

Also , i work in telecom and I love technology talks’ and technology even though i don’t own any of the gadgets. I want to come back in IT only .

I love to know more about Economy, the business (However I was a science student and never took commerce). At that time I wanted to become a scientist :) and search if life existed else where.

Scores so far....

Till today ,my scores were ok in VA but today they have dropped. I am getting maximum wrongs than right . I still have not completed the target what I have set for today as low scores are not much motivating . Still i wish that i soon learn where I am doing wrong.
All is well at my end . P will soon come to delhi and I hope that i keep continuing my studies as this is the third time I have changed the examination date and don't want to do it again.