KNOWLEGE

On the last two days we had a training on Employeeship...
They reminded us what we all know. There were new learning,discussion,heated arguments,games and much more.....We were 20 people and majority were not even intersted in WORKSHOP...everything was looking hypothetical to the people present there...
Anyways we all contributed and promised her that we will bring a change in the method we work...
They asked us about the habits that we want to alter...I wrote 1) Sleeping for long.... I am just on time for every thing..my morning rituals,my office but i want to wake up early and introspect myself...I am not demanding ..i want to live a qualtiy life and i believe that this is quite important....This was what taught in the work shop also .

They aslo taught us to be assertive and start saying NO ...I can't do it.....This is really impossible for me....only even I really hate some fellows ....and I can't hate everyone...
But i believe we should get one day rest after all this ...nowadays my schedule is very hectic...

But the best thing is that I go on jog and read novels for an hour....i also cleaned my cupboard...but when am i going to study ????

A first step

Today I am quite happy.I went for a walk and resisted my temptation to eat sweet.Its not that I follow strict diet but I have restricted myself from all such things for certain period. I know I will be successful in this . I am determined to carry this from now onwards. There are also certain things that I have to do . I hope by tomorrow I complete most of my tasks. I will go shopping tomorrow. Sunday should generally be a relaxed day but as I was busy today I will try to complete my chores and get some sleep.

I slept and have woken up

Yes ....I slept a lot yesterday .......and in the morning i again felt like sleeping more ....everyday when i wake up I grudge NO OFFICE TODAY ..I WILL TAKE A LEAVE TODAY. .(.then i think of informing my boss....and then i get up from bed and say to myself someother time honey)....i have many things to complete but time is flying...feb is almost flying..and i cant wait for more rest..I need to work now...i think i will start jog and yoga soon,it will keep me fresh ...and i will write my next blog only if i do yoga or go for a jog...

Sleep

This time I can't keep my eyes open for long...i want to go home, put off my shoes and land on bed....i want sleep ...its really painful to look at watch and more upsetting not to find a single progress in time...i m not an insincere employee but sometimes it happens with everyone (dis is what i believe....i m not the sole sufferer not the sole gainer...i am a cute rat in this rats' world)...so i have decided to blog....my manager is frequently visiting our cubicle area (godddd this is the thing i hate most abt this job....to pretend even you dont have enough work)...i can't have a tea also (i have promised myself to check tea intake, have twice a day ...morning & evening )...they have such a high sugar content.. washed my face sixth time (my face dryness is increasing..no effect on sleep)...even seeing others doing work is not motivating me ...now i have decided finally if joel(my manager) comes again he will find my head down ....only five minutes have passed from the moment i started....i can't continue......i want to sleep....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Today I burned lots of calories....not gym but walk ....like other mornings ....I started off towards the bus stop.It is 15minutes journey to reach that place...then after a long wait for the cab ...i called my colleagues....what!!! cab has not reached the first pick up point...i felt cheated,devastated by the colleagues....(in this techno savy world none cud deliver me a sms )...anyways returned home.. 15 minutes ..tried to console myself....all sorts of optimistic messages.....stay kwel...and then i thought i had to take hair wash which I avoided in morning because of cold,now i have sufficent time,I immediately searched for dryer..without that, it will take me long to dry my hair..(I have quite long hair...that sometimes fetches me appreciation)...GOD is it turning to be a bad hair day...finally in another 10 minutes..located it...had my hair wash,dried it,tried a different hair style (a large hair band with open hair)....then got a message that cab will be arriving soon..(thank god they called me now)..another walk ...but no worries.. i am burning my calories...decided to say it's ok even if nobody messaged me (it was really hard to say )...However when boarded the cab ...volley of apologies ....i said IT'S OK (in the same tone I was practising)... I was happy with myself...I received a lots of compliments on my hairstyle...I turned a bad hair day into a good hair day....