invitation

This is how we invited people for our marriage . I love this video :)....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YlgqdDmq2c

give me some sunshine ....

I am eagerly waiting for the new movie ...3 idiots to get released....

I love this song ... i have cried while listening to this ...emotional me .....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29Jtj4w9nvY

I love my India

I love my country . I feel proud to be an Indian . I love the people here ,ppl from different background living together ,enjoying each and every shade of the life . Life here is too colourful .
I will write more about this some other day .

Just an update about my Marathon . I have started running . I will take months to build up the stamina but I am too determined to do it .

This is me .....3 years back ,in Mumbai where I went for offical trip and I used to be all alone :(...was so bored in room that i used to click pics of mine. I have many such pictures.
I wanted to paste a picture of P and me together but it's in P's lappie ...I have emptied all the snap and have saved it in the hard disk (space crunch).

My laptop is really old now:( but still working fine :) . I joined my first job four years back and since then this laptop is a major part of my life. All people of my team have changed their lappies but I have got little attached to it and dont want to part it . I hope it runs fine and remains with me till I am in this company .

I have decided

to take part in the half marathon that will be on 1st Novemeber.I will start my training soon . It will be fun :) . My father in law has also decided to take part in it . As he is in Defence service , it will not be tough for him but I have to start practising :) . I will update my preparation in this blog.

SNAP

As I love dogs, I will paste the pic of my friend's dog Laila....who wont fall in love with this creature??????

Life is hard

Today we stayed alittle late in the office and I went to reception to read the magazine .
I just asked the lady guard when she leaves the office and came to know that they work for 12hrs ,from 8:00 in the morning till 8:00 in the evening and barely getting anything worth .

I felt bad ,it's not the first time I felt bad . It's not that I have never seen this .In our country ,this is a normal scenario. But what I will do . I will just feel bad and will be normal in a day as this is so common. While reading 'India Unbound' there is so much anger inside me for all those policies that our so called 'National Heros' made. Things could have been different if our people would have cared a little .

Anyways , I wish God gives me so much strength that I can atleast bring a happy change in the life of one person . I know what I have written just now will be consider too big statement. However let me just write it down and whenever I will read this atleast I will again think of this day and will get motivated to work hard.

This is saturday and it's night time :)

I will make my blog more attractive with some pictures . I shy away from putting pics as I have seen most of the Indian ppl dont. I dont know the reason behind this and it will be so difficult for me to take pictures of whole of my body except my face ....Yippie i remember of one pic taken by my mother ....where she cut my bro and my face and all was our body ;)

BA song is coming in the background . I have taken out my smooth ,colorful quilt ...and this is saturday and the net speed is good . ...All I will do is to read read read read ...........
BA is saying :Let's make a night to remember :) .

Random post

There is a Cricket series going on and I am not aware of it albeit I read newspaper daily .
I know my mother must be following these matches. She is a very big Cricket fan . She is really intelligent. She is well read. Her general knowledge is so good I really think from where she keeps herself updated. She reads newspaper only . Never follows any magazine but she is too good in all these things. When I went to Haridwar with her to meet her Uncle ,he praised her saying that she is the most aware and intellectual among all the sisters. I am too proud of you Ma.

I am going home in the month end . Planning to get a sari for her and also for my MIL . I just get cloth pieces ...how boring I am . However I have got few creams for her . Hope she will like it .

Its raining .........

Things seem really different on an unusual day . Its raining continuously in Delhi for 3hrs. Hardly anyone has come to office . I was wet when I boarded my Cab . Now would you like to get indulge in Tea or in Pizza ???

As of now I am not encouraging any one of the team members who has come as I am on a diet. J. Yesterday I was so hungry by 6:30 that decided to go for Maggie around 7:00 .

What a great patience in me J . And today when I checked my stomach it was bloated a little . I have to remind myself the deadline

The weather is so good. Its really worth eating pakoras but since I last decided for a flat stomach, i am going to refrain from all these temptation . i know God knows about all this that's why for testing my patience he is making it rain today .

Steps i have taken to reduce weight :

a) I used to get up early for yoga practise around 4:15 three years ago but now to wake even at 6:00 its seems very diffcult . So i have decided to again follow this habit not for YOGA but for runs.
So , today I woke at 5:00 and when decided to go for walk it rained ( I think its God 's some conspiracy ).Anyways I did PRAYANAM in my room .

b) I have got porridge for myself . i will restrain from the ALOO Paranthas and all oily stuff on weekends. My mother in law is an excellent cook and its really hard to resist but still I am going to try sob sob ....:(

I have taken recepie for cooking porridge ... I hope to make it eatable .



c) I have reduced intake of sugar. I drink tea twice a day (in a BIG MUG ;) ) .
As I cant avoid it , I am reducing the sugar content .

Hope to have a flat stomach soon...

Target : DECEMEBER ..........hheheheheheh

I have become my follower..

After i added few blogs in my list , I by mistake added myself in it . The tragedy is that I am not able to delete myself from the list. The reason could be my low version of Mozilla. But at present i dont want any upgrade of either my IE or Mozilla .

I decided to follow proper diet and this evening , I ate Maggie and Jalebi .

How on earth can anyone resist it ???

Today I am in a mood to read blogs and blogs . I wish we shoulb be given holidays for reading .

My fav Radio station : HIT 95 Fm , plays Blue Eyes from MICA almost daily .

I love listening to evening FM shows. I love to dance and i groove when some good song comes in Radio .

Now I need a holiday . Is my boss listening .

It feels good...

It feels so good when we set some target for myself and then make things that are really hard for my body and beyond my comfort zone . You might lose little sleep or some movie but all that you achieve is a great satisfaction. Its like enjoying the path you are traveling .

I am still all frustrated as usual but I have too strong will to rescue myself from such situation .
I will follow it and I know ...to sure that some sort of satisfaction will be achieved.

Brooding

I am in a very bad mood since afternoon . I have no idea what I am doing to pass the time . After having such a great and fruitful morning, I sulked the whole afternoon . Its not that I am bored of my job or my job is not rewarding.
The reason could be P absence . I really dont know what it is but life has become monotonus.

I dnt know whether this is the thing that is upsetting me because still now I dont know the reason for such foul mood. Moreover I feel good when I listen to Mr. Lonely by Akon .

Then I thought of contributing something to my blog . I hope that I soon get lively and cheerful.

Back again

I am back after such a long gap . We have shifted our house and there was no internet during all these days . We have to run after the people to make things work . We, the Customers were working on this :) . Welcome to the world of MTNL . Anyways , things are ok . I have settled down . Prepared my room and am happy .

ufff

Things are again boring. I am in Varanasi with nothing much to do . I sit in the hotel ,prepare for my presentation and do nothing. Today I didn't do that thing also . I got upset and sat just like this . Upset over my ADSL not getting shifted to the new house. The govt offices' way of working will remain just like this . You cant really change them . Well I hardly have any money left. And after all those strikes by PSU banks ,there is only a 50 rupee note with me . I am going to spend 3/4 of the amounnt on this CAFE.

This hotel is full of foreigners and the prices are too high . Their services are toooooo bad . Please dont go to Hotel surya if you stay in VARANASI.

Courage

http://www.ndtv.com/news/photos/album_details.php?albumPage=1&AlbumType=PHOTO_GALLERY&AlbumTitle=The%20woman%20who%20took%20on%20the%20Armyman

This is really amazing . Looking back I found and recollected so many incidents where I never spoke and avoided things.

There is something going on my end and I hope that I complete it . Lets see how far we go,all that is needed is positive energy .

Rain Rain stay here .......

The monsoons are here in Delhi :) It is so much fun to have such a good weather after a long stress. You feel more energetic abt things other than office work . So the same thing is happening now ,I dnt feel like wasting such a good day doing all this boring job . Meanwhile I always make big resolution of practising the ways of going away from this job while on my way to office and then become complacent :) . Meanwhile I have many other things on my mind. I havent visited parlour since two months . I used to pluck my eyebrows and have given them such a horrible shape that if i had left them that way only they would have been much better . Anyways ,I believe someday I will be able to reach the parlour which is jus 5 mins walk from my house. Lazy me :) ...so no more resolution for today ,jus some good reading , good food ,good sleep at the end of the day .

I am weak bt nt tired (bt still working) .............

I love the lyrics of following song:
I'm drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite all right
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
But I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

Chai ki dukaan ...

I work in an MNC and we have two “chai ki dukan “ outside our office.

They are seen everywhere ,infront of any office be it private or govt. I find them outside my father’s office too. My father has got sugar problem and I consider his addiction towards tea as a main contributor to it . My mom has tried hard to get him rid of his habit . She finally decided that he is going to have tea with out sugar and insisted him to follow the same in office too . He told me that 7 -8 cups of tea are too normal for him .

I was once a tea addict too . Be it any climate, I would have never sacrificed my tea.

But once I heard someone that it contributes to major calories , I decided to shun it after I joined office . Thankfully I have adhered to my promise. Only once I have visited those , stalls and my count has been less than 30 during these 4 years.

However I drink a lot at home in a big mug ,my ginger tea. How can a person live w/o these basic things..thats why in India we have everywhere chai ki dukaan :)

Morning dream...

Two weeks back I had a dream abt my colleague (he is a bachelor) ,I dreamt that I met his wife and it was probably a morning dream because I had clear description of the girl . The next morning I told him abt my dream and gave him the description. A healthy girl with shoulder length hair and fair complexion and you know what happened .... he got engaged ..this SUNDAY ....
When he came back from home he said that my dream had come true. See dreams do come true ..all you have to do is to dream .....

Something on my mind...

I have almost lost touch with the outside world. I hardly read newspaper . And barely listen to the outside world . However books are the thing that I still read .

I have to be more active and more agile . I have few new plans whirling around in my head . I hope that I can implement them .

Many updates

Its almost after two months that I am writing a post. I was quite busy during these days . Ofcourse I was in holidays for my marriage. It went well . I still dont have the hard copies of our pics but seen many of them ...thanks to the digital cameras of my friends ...mine had a single pics of ours at the stage but that was not clear and after that the memory got full and the lioness was sitting at the stage,so couldnt instruct others to clear the memory.

We went to goa after that ...yes we both wanted to visit it .People advised us against it but we enjoyed. We stayed at South Goa ...Majorda Restort and enjoyed a lot . The best part for me was the water sports. While I was in full swing ,P was afraid ...(he didnt mention it ) but I could make out from his face. In most of the water rides his eyes were closed ...he asked not to have a ride second time but he enjoyed parasailing.

I might write more abt this . I have joined office and I am back to pavilion .

Renaissance Man

This is the movie that I watched few days back and I loved it . I have recommended some people to watch it . There is nothing too good abt this movie but you will enjoy this movie . I am happy now a days . I visit P every second day ,talk to him a lot and make him listen to all my stupid talks and he keeps saying "yes ,yes" or nodes his head to let me know that he is listening.

More shopping

After purchasing few times for P, I thought now I am over with marriage preparation .
I slept peacefully for a day and then I remembered I have to still look out for more new things. I am still making list and planning the days ahead. The marriage is not an easy task especially if you are the organizer.
Anyways I hope things will be ok .I feel tired ,yawn a lot and there is no glow left in my face . I feel I should try boiled eggs . In the past also whenever , I feel physically low I make sure to eat boiled eggs

I still think

I think I am now having some idea about what I should be doing. I will be reading a lot on technology and the various advancement. I might do an MBA in IT. I am still not clear what all goes in this field. I have to read a lot till then . These days I am a little busy . Busy with my marriage shopping. I took the rest from work for my shopping and still many things are left.

My life revolves around U

This is the phase I have said to P many a times since morning. He will be giving his last paper today and finally his MBA will be over. He is coming to Delhi on 5th ,helping others to get placed.
i am really excited.:). Also I am changing ,putting efforts to be more discplined.

This is what the note on my desk reads: "Don't be afraid of change. You just might find that it is the answer you have been looking for ."
Meanwhile I have missed a lots of movies . I have asked P to get all in his laptop so that I can easily
cover for the loss .

Running

I am constantly traveling . Since January there has not been a single weekend when I rested.
However my last trip to Alwar was quite beneficial. We have done the maximum shopping.
I found Alwar a good place ,cheap and best. Still many things to complete.
I am planning to buy a good book on Market,management . I feel the need to learn more on this and understand this . Also , I have decided that now I am dead serious for a good college ( I know a college doesn’t make a good business person ) but I will work hard and hardest.

I know with marriage round the corner this is pretty tiring but I feel to guilty of not contributing much in my work . I will die of guilt one day :(. No matter how hard I try I cant I cant generate new thoughts. My heart is there in PG. So , now its final jus go for it .

Meanwhile one more thing I have decided . I feel too much frustration and ego in everyone .
With all new recent developments and good incomes we are lacking some where. People (including me) becoming selfish . I was so optimistic during my college days and I think I got the best after college because of this. Now I have everything. Such a good family ,a good job but I somehow have changed and changed for the bad. So , I swear to change . I will be happy ,less irritating and less annoying ,will control my anger.

Heart break

I was reading the interviews of few IIM k shortlisted fellow. I enjoyed reading it.
But as I was reading I felt a little pain . I know I am not the single person who must be going through this .

Time flies

I am growing so fast. i don’t know about others but I am .
I will have 4 years of work exp by the end of this year.
I am a mediocre in this job . Believe me its a good job but I think i am not meant to do this job .
That's why struggled hard for the last 2 years for any PG course but couldn’t flare well.
The last time when Rajat asked me what would you like to have :more intelligence or sexy looks.
I got for intelligence. I am jealous of those fellows who work so less and achieve all the success.
When the results come they are always on cloud nine. Clearing all exams and making it big everytime.I always yearn for improving but the lazy bug inside me makes me sleep all day long.

However like other time I have decided to improve . To put an extra effort . To getup from the bed .To work and work harder. To let go away this procrastination.

So that I wont turn 30 and say oh I haven’t t achieved anything. I want to improve.
I know its hard and viscous circle. You work for a day and then your laid back attitude comes. I don’t guarantee anything now but I believe I will achieve soon .

Sunny day

After all these fog days its sunny now. We dnt know for how long but it was good today . So good that I kept my sweater back in bag and wearing jacket. I want to take bath right now . Once more good news we are going to Vaishnov Devi in next weekend. It will be quite cold but we have decided.

I think my one yes decided that others have to agree to it . Anyways I am ready because I believe my hills have good sunlight . Things are very boring and I have to change . I have to start shopping for marriage. I will make sure that my laziness for not shopping doesnt dominate. As I dnt have my own vehicle I feel that it is contributing to my laziness.