My life revolves around U

This is the phase I have said to P many a times since morning. He will be giving his last paper today and finally his MBA will be over. He is coming to Delhi on 5th ,helping others to get placed.
i am really excited.:). Also I am changing ,putting efforts to be more discplined.

This is what the note on my desk reads: "Don't be afraid of change. You just might find that it is the answer you have been looking for ."
Meanwhile I have missed a lots of movies . I have asked P to get all in his laptop so that I can easily
cover for the loss .

Running

I am constantly traveling . Since January there has not been a single weekend when I rested.
However my last trip to Alwar was quite beneficial. We have done the maximum shopping.
I found Alwar a good place ,cheap and best. Still many things to complete.
I am planning to buy a good book on Market,management . I feel the need to learn more on this and understand this . Also , I have decided that now I am dead serious for a good college ( I know a college doesn’t make a good business person ) but I will work hard and hardest.

I know with marriage round the corner this is pretty tiring but I feel to guilty of not contributing much in my work . I will die of guilt one day :(. No matter how hard I try I cant I cant generate new thoughts. My heart is there in PG. So , now its final jus go for it .

Meanwhile one more thing I have decided . I feel too much frustration and ego in everyone .
With all new recent developments and good incomes we are lacking some where. People (including me) becoming selfish . I was so optimistic during my college days and I think I got the best after college because of this. Now I have everything. Such a good family ,a good job but I somehow have changed and changed for the bad. So , I swear to change . I will be happy ,less irritating and less annoying ,will control my anger.

Heart break

I was reading the interviews of few IIM k shortlisted fellow. I enjoyed reading it.
But as I was reading I felt a little pain . I know I am not the single person who must be going through this .

Time flies

I am growing so fast. i don’t know about others but I am .
I will have 4 years of work exp by the end of this year.
I am a mediocre in this job . Believe me its a good job but I think i am not meant to do this job .
That's why struggled hard for the last 2 years for any PG course but couldn’t flare well.
The last time when Rajat asked me what would you like to have :more intelligence or sexy looks.
I got for intelligence. I am jealous of those fellows who work so less and achieve all the success.
When the results come they are always on cloud nine. Clearing all exams and making it big everytime.I always yearn for improving but the lazy bug inside me makes me sleep all day long.

However like other time I have decided to improve . To put an extra effort . To getup from the bed .To work and work harder. To let go away this procrastination.

So that I wont turn 30 and say oh I haven’t t achieved anything. I want to improve.
I know its hard and viscous circle. You work for a day and then your laid back attitude comes. I don’t guarantee anything now but I believe I will achieve soon .