Heartbreaks...

My results have started coming . And it is a heartbreak time....

Lost Posts...

I again lost my posts ,this is the third time that it has happened. And it was all my mistake.
I will be careful from next time. Today my motu has a presentation and thats a competition and thats matters because prizes are laptop and ipods .
And I asked him to win a lappiiee because soon I will be resigning from my job and for my PG I would require a laptop . I have to separate from this company's laptop which I always hate when i carry it home but I dont take into consideration all good it brings to me.
There are so many songs. In evening when I go home i switch on this lappie and dance on the tune.
My whole word list and formulae was there. And net , all the net I do form home . All expenses are of company .

However I was feeling some low from the last few days . Still the situation is the same . But now I will be strictly be following all the necessary and the desirable things and yes i will strictly follow.
I dont make excuses because all the times I admit its my mistake but now things should move one step ahead.

I have learned a lot during my offical years and have seen that things should be addressed in specific way and should move ahead . It means we should grow in a process .

So, I am ready to improve and will categories the areas for which really need improvement .
Yes , now more hard work is required and I am ready for this .

Things moving so frequently

Yesterday we want to the marriage of my school friend .
There were other few childhood friends who also came . It was fun ,yes it was. Ritu and I were the early birds shivering in cold. We passed out times on snacks. We were actually waiting for soup and the waiter with colddrink kept on coming. Anyways , we had to wait for an hour for soup and corn .
The soup was not worth but corns were. Still there was so much to eat that we didint have corns again .

There were many sweetdish . As now I am looking for the caterer for my marriage, I know how much per plate cost would be . The arrangement was good and we had a good time .
And yes there I met up with ex. I would nt write "my-ex".The talks were usual and the best part is that I didnt once think of the previous moments and to say it cleary I dnt remember any previous moments. Yes ,if I dig hard I will remember that.

Its not that I now want to potray that so goddiee goddiee abt P. Its just that I didnt see myself imaging not a single time of any past events. And all those who think I am telling a lie (waise nobody reads my blog)..I am not .

And you know what I wore for the party my 3 years old worn jeans and my coat which only I think is good (my friends think it needs a drycleaning) and my boots.
Yes boots were the possession that was going to change my all look and infact they did . They made me look smart. Infact I am cute and sometimes categories as beautiful but there was no smartness like thing attached with me . And infact I never tried hard on my looks. I never care what I am wearing as long as I dnt receive a blunt reposne abt my dressing sense from my friends. Ohterwise , I love to dress smartly rather than beautifully . Love to get complements when ppl call me smart. I believe cute and beautiful is what is God given . One should thank your ancestors and your parents rahter than flying high in the clouds but I appreciate SMART girls.Yesterday I was watching a song from the movie garam masala and there was a dark girl ,short hair in white dress (in a song) and god she was looking smart . Had she been living the way I am no one wud have noticed.( I dnt claim that I enjoy things even when I dnt care for myself). So, its there in my mind that I will definetly put an extra effort for my SMARTNESS TAG.

My world ..

My world is very simple and beautiful . Dnt destroy it in the name of religion. It has beautiful faces ,vibrant energy ,smiles and yes a spirit. Dnt try to hamper thsi spirit . You may try to control it for a day or two but it will again come back . Meanwhile dnt destroy it ,stay away from it . And if you want to make your voice heard leave innocent ppl but do something creative. It might take less hardwork than what you have invested in planning the plot for bombs.

Mumbai will again regain with more momemtum . But now you be aware . Its enough . You have taken our silence as our cowardness. We wont tolerate you any more. So be aware.

How much time do I need..

When I was studying for my exams I used to feel that I am missing my hobbies. Everything was so hectic that I was not able to follow my heart. I used to feel bad a lot .And then it was decided that during the gap I am going to follow my heart. Now i have hte sufficent time but it needs a brave heart to get our at 5 early in the wnter morning from you quilt.

My heart still wants to rest and sleep like it has never before. It was quite tiring for me but I have utilised the exams time also . I slept at that time also . Now I will have to show the sourage and follow my heart again . The only activity that i am doing is dancing . yes , I have started reading fiction also but now i yearn to look at some management books. Not from interview point but becuase I want to learn how this business works.

:)

Now jus see how the things going to fly . I have many exams to give and prepare for the marraige also . The first thing I did is to get a FEMINA having marraige tips and since then I havent opened it. I was never look conscious. I really dnt know whether I will be able to make my big day special ..

Back ...

Now I am back after my long holidays. I have few exams still left and I believe next year I will know from where I am going to MBA. People have asked me various questions esp. whether I go to study for 2 years after marriage . Sadly but yes I have to go .

Anyways , now I have few other goals to acheive. My tummy is still not flat and there is no excercise that I am doing . And the time is skipping . Anyways I am an optimistic fellow.And yes , i will resume writing,I dnt have specific scheduled for the new year and lets see how this life moves on .