Good Morning

Today I had a call from office and I woke up early and since then I couldnt sleep .
Well I will entering in a new phase jus few months left. A journey till here has been good but I think I need to put more efforts now. I am a lazy fellow but my heart wants to be active .
I think now a true desire has come within me to work hard. Work hard for anything I desire ,to wake up and keep working .
I hope I will be doing things in a more determined way .

Missing people

What a heck !!! I have not called few important persons of my life for so long. Hey I do call parents ,my bro ,pokhi and all my college and school friends but I have not called Naniji for long.
Yes , i do get an update about her but still I should also call her . So ,I called her today and yes she too was suprised :) then suddenly when cleaning my closet I found two cards. One was of Pokhi and other of my dear bro Manu . I read his two page letter written to me . I was too emotional .
I called him but he did nt pick the call . Now poor me ,missing these chaps dearly and thinking how can i lose my brain and forget these important people.

Anyways things are little better now .And I have few things which I have to acheive .
I have decided to blog all those things and also my progress.

So my finishing date will be January last and targets are:
1) Clear MBA exam . Yes this is my final try .
2) Have a real flat tummy .
3) Speak like Obama
4) Dance like Karishma (that serial one).

So , all I have to do is to work and excersie and read a lot . I know I can speak good ,if I have confidence on a subject so i believe to nuture my brain with knowlege.

Will keep the short targets . I know now I will burn myself.

1,2,3 gear up

Its not that I dnt write . For the past two times when I submitted my post ,it showed an error and all was lost. I think there should be protection against losing work .
Well ,this time I will be careful . I have no updates all I do is office and come home .Sometimes I study and other times I am always in depression.
Pokhi says that this is a very good excuse of not studying. But now only 40 days are left for th exam season and today I was wondering that I haven’t ever worked over something with a feeling of competition . I never studied in 10th as one more person is there competing with me and same for 12th . So was in college.
But this time I will be wordly wise . I will sweat from now onwards and with a feeling of competition .
And yes , I will write more this time with all my progress till I go to my town where speed really sucks.

Happy

I had a blast whole last week. It was a party time,going to movie,shopping,enjoying aloo pranthas ,tikki and many other enjoyable events, I finally gained one or two kilos and got my cheeks back .
Now my face is all shinning again and I feel lot more healthier and happy now. My blues are far around the corner and ther is no fear when they will return . May be they can pounce me in another moment but still I am not afraid. I am not thinking of it now .

So,what all takes it to feel happy :
1) A visit to parlour and make yourself all clean of unwanted hair.
2) A massage which I never experienced once I grew up .
3)Few outings,light movie,good novel ,no television ,a walk ,tikki-panipourri ,chaat .
4)To shoo away the villan that come to your little heart and makes you realise how cruel the world is .
5)Above all to have a good partner ,friend or your parents.Some one who listens to your woo .
They dnt advice you ,jus listen to you .

You feel a lot better after all this and OH LORD!!! what about my adrak ki chai and maggie , they have to be there with a crackle .

Thats all make a life ,you dnt need more :)

IMPROVEMENT

A lesson I can learn so easily now a days .I am ignorning things and making others and myself unhappy by my desires which are actually not mine. I crib and crib all day long. Have you checked my lappie bag ,it is filled with so many unwanted things which I dnt clear. I brood over negativity and remain there all time long.
Then I crib about everything and its a vicious circle . I am determined to come out of it . And I know I am going to come out of it soon.
Life is not hard but the effort to change your attitude is the more hard .And I am writing this column because I am determined to change this attitude of mine . Now I am going to work hardest to make things go my way and I am am quite determined to acheive what I want from life .
There will be no unachived dreams . There will be walls but my determination will be stongest .
So ,the most important thing is having the most positive outlook in life.
Be determined to solve this issue and be determined to see your dreams in realtiy.

You know it happens ...

The more you work towards your dream the less you can concentrate else where and less you are rated. It hurts at times but this is what they say as risk taking. I am sure I will get out of this dilemma soon .

God let me also progress........

Everyone is making large. People are getting nomination and moving to higher level .
its gr8 that everyone is progreesing . I might also get this postive touch and fly high .

Lady luck please keep your hand/wand whatever you have over me .