:)

Now jus see how the things going to fly . I have many exams to give and prepare for the marraige also . The first thing I did is to get a FEMINA having marraige tips and since then I havent opened it. I was never look conscious. I really dnt know whether I will be able to make my big day special ..

Back ...

Now I am back after my long holidays. I have few exams still left and I believe next year I will know from where I am going to MBA. People have asked me various questions esp. whether I go to study for 2 years after marriage . Sadly but yes I have to go .

Anyways , now I have few other goals to acheive. My tummy is still not flat and there is no excercise that I am doing . And the time is skipping . Anyways I am an optimistic fellow.And yes , i will resume writing,I dnt have specific scheduled for the new year and lets see how this life moves on .

I am going home

I love this thing ,this phase actually when I pack my bags and go to my hills. The place where I belong. Its not much heard but its beautiful . I am lucky to born in that town .I believe everyone love the place where they grew up . Exceptions are always floating.

Anyways ,I am actually going home for so long for my exams preparation . So ,it wil be studies and fun . I have to rediscover life in many ways. I have to be more confident . My father once said when I was preparing for competitive exams that you lack confidence and how furious I became .
I sometimes feel he was right . Did I say sometimes errrr it was most of the times.

I am really not confident in my speaking ,abt my actions and espp about myself.
So ,while reading this book I also thgt of implementing things in my life. So from now I am going to say this thing all day long ,will consider myself full of confidence and very hard working . Let me wait for the changes what I want to see in me.

Good Morning

Today I had a call from office and I woke up early and since then I couldnt sleep .
Well I will entering in a new phase jus few months left. A journey till here has been good but I think I need to put more efforts now. I am a lazy fellow but my heart wants to be active .
I think now a true desire has come within me to work hard. Work hard for anything I desire ,to wake up and keep working .
I hope I will be doing things in a more determined way .

Missing people

What a heck !!! I have not called few important persons of my life for so long. Hey I do call parents ,my bro ,pokhi and all my college and school friends but I have not called Naniji for long.
Yes , i do get an update about her but still I should also call her . So ,I called her today and yes she too was suprised :) then suddenly when cleaning my closet I found two cards. One was of Pokhi and other of my dear bro Manu . I read his two page letter written to me . I was too emotional .
I called him but he did nt pick the call . Now poor me ,missing these chaps dearly and thinking how can i lose my brain and forget these important people.

Anyways things are little better now .And I have few things which I have to acheive .
I have decided to blog all those things and also my progress.

So my finishing date will be January last and targets are:
1) Clear MBA exam . Yes this is my final try .
2) Have a real flat tummy .
3) Speak like Obama
4) Dance like Karishma (that serial one).

So , all I have to do is to work and excersie and read a lot . I know I can speak good ,if I have confidence on a subject so i believe to nuture my brain with knowlege.

Will keep the short targets . I know now I will burn myself.

1,2,3 gear up

Its not that I dnt write . For the past two times when I submitted my post ,it showed an error and all was lost. I think there should be protection against losing work .
Well ,this time I will be careful . I have no updates all I do is office and come home .Sometimes I study and other times I am always in depression.
Pokhi says that this is a very good excuse of not studying. But now only 40 days are left for th exam season and today I was wondering that I haven’t ever worked over something with a feeling of competition . I never studied in 10th as one more person is there competing with me and same for 12th . So was in college.
But this time I will be wordly wise . I will sweat from now onwards and with a feeling of competition .
And yes , I will write more this time with all my progress till I go to my town where speed really sucks.

Happy

I had a blast whole last week. It was a party time,going to movie,shopping,enjoying aloo pranthas ,tikki and many other enjoyable events, I finally gained one or two kilos and got my cheeks back .
Now my face is all shinning again and I feel lot more healthier and happy now. My blues are far around the corner and ther is no fear when they will return . May be they can pounce me in another moment but still I am not afraid. I am not thinking of it now .

So,what all takes it to feel happy :
1) A visit to parlour and make yourself all clean of unwanted hair.
2) A massage which I never experienced once I grew up .
3)Few outings,light movie,good novel ,no television ,a walk ,tikki-panipourri ,chaat .
4)To shoo away the villan that come to your little heart and makes you realise how cruel the world is .
5)Above all to have a good partner ,friend or your parents.Some one who listens to your woo .
They dnt advice you ,jus listen to you .

You feel a lot better after all this and OH LORD!!! what about my adrak ki chai and maggie , they have to be there with a crackle .

Thats all make a life ,you dnt need more :)