Running

I am constantly traveling . Since January there has not been a single weekend when I rested.
However my last trip to Alwar was quite beneficial. We have done the maximum shopping.
I found Alwar a good place ,cheap and best. Still many things to complete.
I am planning to buy a good book on Market,management . I feel the need to learn more on this and understand this . Also , I have decided that now I am dead serious for a good college ( I know a college doesn’t make a good business person ) but I will work hard and hardest.

I know with marriage round the corner this is pretty tiring but I feel to guilty of not contributing much in my work . I will die of guilt one day :(. No matter how hard I try I cant I cant generate new thoughts. My heart is there in PG. So , now its final jus go for it .

Meanwhile one more thing I have decided . I feel too much frustration and ego in everyone .
With all new recent developments and good incomes we are lacking some where. People (including me) becoming selfish . I was so optimistic during my college days and I think I got the best after college because of this. Now I have everything. Such a good family ,a good job but I somehow have changed and changed for the bad. So , I swear to change . I will be happy ,less irritating and less annoying ,will control my anger.

Heart break

I was reading the interviews of few IIM k shortlisted fellow. I enjoyed reading it.
But as I was reading I felt a little pain . I know I am not the single person who must be going through this .

Time flies

I am growing so fast. i don’t know about others but I am .
I will have 4 years of work exp by the end of this year.
I am a mediocre in this job . Believe me its a good job but I think i am not meant to do this job .
That's why struggled hard for the last 2 years for any PG course but couldn’t flare well.
The last time when Rajat asked me what would you like to have :more intelligence or sexy looks.
I got for intelligence. I am jealous of those fellows who work so less and achieve all the success.
When the results come they are always on cloud nine. Clearing all exams and making it big everytime.I always yearn for improving but the lazy bug inside me makes me sleep all day long.

However like other time I have decided to improve . To put an extra effort . To getup from the bed .To work and work harder. To let go away this procrastination.

So that I wont turn 30 and say oh I haven’t t achieved anything. I want to improve.
I know its hard and viscous circle. You work for a day and then your laid back attitude comes. I don’t guarantee anything now but I believe I will achieve soon .

Sunny day

After all these fog days its sunny now. We dnt know for how long but it was good today . So good that I kept my sweater back in bag and wearing jacket. I want to take bath right now . Once more good news we are going to Vaishnov Devi in next weekend. It will be quite cold but we have decided.

I think my one yes decided that others have to agree to it . Anyways I am ready because I believe my hills have good sunlight . Things are very boring and I have to change . I have to start shopping for marriage. I will make sure that my laziness for not shopping doesnt dominate. As I dnt have my own vehicle I feel that it is contributing to my laziness.

Fog

I hate this during winter times ,its so foggy ..everywhere there is fog .I feel this is smog . It drives everyone crazy. It's so cold and you have to be extra caeful when you drive. I keep watching out of my cab window and become overcautious when our drive speeds up .

I wish to see sunlight soon so let me go to my hills . Atleast i will find some snow there with no fog.
Its very hard to survive in such conditions. I really feel sad when I think how my parents live there and really wonder how I lived there all my childhood.

Anyways , I wish to go to home soon and I am really happy that I am getting married and going have a good inlaws and can travel frequently to my place. And I know this new year I will soon join a good PG college and will again be a student.

To remain healthy is quite tough

Hey not for most of the people but for the people like me . I am constantly ill . This year I was tired,lacking energy and in pains. What a contrast , I used to be a healthy athletic girl going for basketball practice at 5:30 .Waking others at the same time for jogs and walks .

No ,this cooperate life has not taken a toll over me. Its my laziness and its my lack of will.

I feel so bad at times when I remember that I suffer from procrastination .I think I need a right realization which is here only. I need to work hard and think about my goal .

Merry Xmas

Hey its Christmas time ....a festive season you feel so good abt everything. You are in a good mood.
Yummy cakes around the corner and new year to look ahead.