How much time do I need..

When I was studying for my exams I used to feel that I am missing my hobbies. Everything was so hectic that I was not able to follow my heart. I used to feel bad a lot .And then it was decided that during the gap I am going to follow my heart. Now i have hte sufficent time but it needs a brave heart to get our at 5 early in the wnter morning from you quilt.

My heart still wants to rest and sleep like it has never before. It was quite tiring for me but I have utilised the exams time also . I slept at that time also . Now I will have to show the sourage and follow my heart again . The only activity that i am doing is dancing . yes , I have started reading fiction also but now i yearn to look at some management books. Not from interview point but becuase I want to learn how this business works.

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Now jus see how the things going to fly . I have many exams to give and prepare for the marraige also . The first thing I did is to get a FEMINA having marraige tips and since then I havent opened it. I was never look conscious. I really dnt know whether I will be able to make my big day special ..

Back ...

Now I am back after my long holidays. I have few exams still left and I believe next year I will know from where I am going to MBA. People have asked me various questions esp. whether I go to study for 2 years after marriage . Sadly but yes I have to go .

Anyways , now I have few other goals to acheive. My tummy is still not flat and there is no excercise that I am doing . And the time is skipping . Anyways I am an optimistic fellow.And yes , i will resume writing,I dnt have specific scheduled for the new year and lets see how this life moves on .

I am going home

I love this thing ,this phase actually when I pack my bags and go to my hills. The place where I belong. Its not much heard but its beautiful . I am lucky to born in that town .I believe everyone love the place where they grew up . Exceptions are always floating.

Anyways ,I am actually going home for so long for my exams preparation . So ,it wil be studies and fun . I have to rediscover life in many ways. I have to be more confident . My father once said when I was preparing for competitive exams that you lack confidence and how furious I became .
I sometimes feel he was right . Did I say sometimes errrr it was most of the times.

I am really not confident in my speaking ,abt my actions and espp about myself.
So ,while reading this book I also thgt of implementing things in my life. So from now I am going to say this thing all day long ,will consider myself full of confidence and very hard working . Let me wait for the changes what I want to see in me.

Good Morning

Today I had a call from office and I woke up early and since then I couldnt sleep .
Well I will entering in a new phase jus few months left. A journey till here has been good but I think I need to put more efforts now. I am a lazy fellow but my heart wants to be active .
I think now a true desire has come within me to work hard. Work hard for anything I desire ,to wake up and keep working .
I hope I will be doing things in a more determined way .

Missing people

What a heck !!! I have not called few important persons of my life for so long. Hey I do call parents ,my bro ,pokhi and all my college and school friends but I have not called Naniji for long.
Yes , i do get an update about her but still I should also call her . So ,I called her today and yes she too was suprised :) then suddenly when cleaning my closet I found two cards. One was of Pokhi and other of my dear bro Manu . I read his two page letter written to me . I was too emotional .
I called him but he did nt pick the call . Now poor me ,missing these chaps dearly and thinking how can i lose my brain and forget these important people.

Anyways things are little better now .And I have few things which I have to acheive .
I have decided to blog all those things and also my progress.

So my finishing date will be January last and targets are:
1) Clear MBA exam . Yes this is my final try .
2) Have a real flat tummy .
3) Speak like Obama
4) Dance like Karishma (that serial one).

So , all I have to do is to work and excersie and read a lot . I know I can speak good ,if I have confidence on a subject so i believe to nuture my brain with knowlege.

Will keep the short targets . I know now I will burn myself.

1,2,3 gear up

Its not that I dnt write . For the past two times when I submitted my post ,it showed an error and all was lost. I think there should be protection against losing work .
Well ,this time I will be careful . I have no updates all I do is office and come home .Sometimes I study and other times I am always in depression.
Pokhi says that this is a very good excuse of not studying. But now only 40 days are left for th exam season and today I was wondering that I haven’t ever worked over something with a feeling of competition . I never studied in 10th as one more person is there competing with me and same for 12th . So was in college.
But this time I will be wordly wise . I will sweat from now onwards and with a feeling of competition .
And yes , I will write more this time with all my progress till I go to my town where speed really sucks.