I love my blog ....

My blog is plain and simple, no flashy touches no ostentious display ....only simple things written sometimes....I really love when I write something....We all want to pour our emotions, our desperation, our happiness, our anxiety ....and what a great way to egress...jus write ....write and feel happy....I have jus returned from office...didn’t switch on the television but simply decided to check the blog...in the background some good songs are going on and i jus finished my tea...I have my laptop and typing...what a JOY...
Today it was a good day ,we carried out few things ,satisfied few Customers...but still I have become little careless...(I dnt know where my mind is when I carry out certain operations.)...I don't day dream but it can to pressure at job ....eeeeeeeeeee...I want to break free.....even though I have just returned from my parental home ...i want to visit my parents again ...be there for the time as much as I can be there...I know my country will soon progress and we will have good opportunities at small places like mine....I really want to be a strong force behind my country progress... like TATA....anyways if not that big I will surely think to change something....we are hardworking people and we deserve to be happy ....
and i believe this is the unrest that kills me daily ...I have to think beyond, think how can I execute the plans...
anyways I know I will do it.....but I feel little anxious when I introspect myself when I see what I have achieved after my college....ok I have got the best job and its quite good technically and that was what I wanted to do when I was in college ,a job that requires brainstorming....but now when I have a wider vision I am dying to broaden my horizon....I was not able to qualify my PG exams last time but somewhere down my heart I feel I will achieve it this time...all i need to do is keep analyzing myself and keep introspecting...and the guilt will make me work hard......God i need your help also ..w/o which I can't do anything.....I hope you are reading my blog GOD..

WEEKEND IS ALMOST OVER!!!!!!

They fly like anything and hardly stay with me ...they are my weekends....unhhhhh saturday is coming to an end and if I wake till night I will rise so late in morning and then my sunday will be gone......During this coming week I am going to have a hectic life....:( ...many people of our team are going for training....one going on leave and it we will be only two ppl managing the whole work ....I know its going to be a nightmare ....but anyways we have to be prepared for that ...also I can't decide whether I should go home this HOLI ...or not.....My mom wants me to come but I won't be getting enuf holidays.....and also I have to be start my studies once again.....I feel an aversion for that ...but I know I will soon start...may be today ..

Too much of everything

I am on the same road ...not improved much ...I have fixed so many deadlines for myself that i don't remember for what all things I have fixed those...hehehehhe..anyways I am quite regular with my jogg ...but I can't wake up early ....we had an employeeship session and they asked five things you want to improve in your life which you think can improve your life....i dnt have to ponder much for that ...i simply wrote if i wake up early....i sleep a lot ....from 10pm to 6:30 am and that too because i have to catch my office cab ....i m finding new ways to improve myself...asking friends abt their routine so that i can feel the competition ...However I am still the same...i want to wake up early and go for a jog.....so that in evening after coming home I study something....anyways ..one thing was going right in my life...my walk...and now that too i have become irregular..but i will do and let me write down a date.....will continue....

Things will move fast …they just have to be completed on time to keep myself with the pace. I used to write a diary and now I hardly attend my blog. Today I saw a puppy ,black in colour,maybe a month old,quite frightened.Eventhough I love dogs ,I didn’t touch him but gave him a bread piece which he refused. He was really frightened, I thought it will be the best to leave him there. I live with my cousins. They are demanding their mom for a dog but they won’t take a street dog. Anyways I would have taken him (uhhh…I am also not sure) but he was really cute.

I had a busy day . I don’t even remember that it was a weekend. Anyways I have to study .And there are few other goals that I have to achieve. This time I will keep a deadline and follow it religiously. Yes I will do it . Yes I will do it.

I cooked

Today i cooked "pulao"...i knew how to cook it because I have seen my parents cooking it ,however its different when you start preparing. I was guided by my buaa. She taught me abt various spices to make it good.We poured lots of ghee in the beginning(this is not godd for my waist line) ...anyways i prepared it ....so I have to eat it....My cousins said it was OK but my buaa is always ahead in praising. I received a lots of compliments from her but I knew she wants to encourage it.Anyways now I know how to cook it . I will learn more about various other dishes from her. I am now looking forward for a new book to read. Let this day passes smoothly.......:)

KNOWLEGE

On the last two days we had a training on Employeeship...
They reminded us what we all know. There were new learning,discussion,heated arguments,games and much more.....We were 20 people and majority were not even intersted in WORKSHOP...everything was looking hypothetical to the people present there...
Anyways we all contributed and promised her that we will bring a change in the method we work...
They asked us about the habits that we want to alter...I wrote 1) Sleeping for long.... I am just on time for every thing..my morning rituals,my office but i want to wake up early and introspect myself...I am not demanding ..i want to live a qualtiy life and i believe that this is quite important....This was what taught in the work shop also .

They aslo taught us to be assertive and start saying NO ...I can't do it.....This is really impossible for me....only even I really hate some fellows ....and I can't hate everyone...
But i believe we should get one day rest after all this ...nowadays my schedule is very hectic...

But the best thing is that I go on jog and read novels for an hour....i also cleaned my cupboard...but when am i going to study ????

A first step

Today I am quite happy.I went for a walk and resisted my temptation to eat sweet.Its not that I follow strict diet but I have restricted myself from all such things for certain period. I know I will be successful in this . I am determined to carry this from now onwards. There are also certain things that I have to do . I hope by tomorrow I complete most of my tasks. I will go shopping tomorrow. Sunday should generally be a relaxed day but as I was busy today I will try to complete my chores and get some sleep.